Sunday, April 26, 2009

The cash machine is blue and green
For a hundred in twenties and a small service fee
I could spend three dollars and sixty-three cents
On Diet Coca-Cola and unlit cigarettes
I wonder why we listen to poets
When nobody gives a fuck
How hot and sorrowful
This machine begs for luck
All my lies are always wishes
I know I would die if I could come back new
I want a good life
With a nose for things
A fresh wind and bright sky
To enjoy my suffering
A hole without a key
If I break my tongue
Speaking of tomorrow
How will it ever come?
All my lies are always wishes
I know I would die if I could come back new
I'm down on my hands and knees
Every time the doorbell rings
I shake like a toothache
When I hear myself sing
All my lies are only wishes
I know I would die if I could come back new
I would like to salute
The ashes of American flags
And all the fallen leaves
Filling up shopping bags

Wilco - a genuinely gratifying experience

Saturday, April 18, 2009

God loves you just the way you are.

But he loves you too much to let you stay that way.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Honors presentation tomorrow.

Research symposium on Friday.

Texas Dietetic Association to present research on Monday in Austin. All hail. (say it with a southern accent...)

I want to go to Japan like it's my effin job....effin job.

I went to church today for the first time in like 4-6 years.

I wish the Gieco Gecco would give me his baby reading glasses. So tiny.

I'm thinking of having a sign off saying for when I write and when I'm face-to-face with people and saying goodbye. How does this sound:
Godspeed and may love conquer all.

Imagine I am yelling after you fondly as we part. Maybe a little wave and certainly a sparkle in my eye. I think I like it. Suggestions?

Currently, for my internship, I'm working with a company called ECI - Early Childhood Intervention. I get to go into the homes of kids 0-3 years old with developmental issues. Usually MHMR kids, but sometimes I'll see kids with short bowel syndrome and a lot of times failure to thrive. FTT can lead to developmental issues for the kids too. It's great that we get to go in and help these kids with catch-up growth to get them on the same level as healthy kids their age, and hopefully avoid any of the issues that come along with their personal case.
I love it.
I can't even explain how amazing it is to go into these homes and help these kids. The people who work there - social workers, dietitians, nurses, PT, OT, speech path, etc - do so much good that it's hard to even imagine.
Man, I think I finally actually know what I want to do after graduation. Amazing.


Godspeed and may love conquer all.